perhaps, the last.
Monday, September 7, 2009
my heart doesn't feel right. i'm not making full use of my time, and it seems worthless to me. it feels worst than leading a life with no purpose. all i can feel is the emptiness within. with everything around changing, i find myself unable to keep up.maybe what i really need right now is to get myself a full-time job, to make me feel accomplished and complete. but will it, really?a friend of mine fears that i might shut out from the rest of the world. i'm afraid it's happening all too soon.i need time away from the world. maybe i'll disappear, till i decide to start anew.
For every action taken, for every word spoken, lies a hidden truth.
Y2:03 PM
the first step
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
i'm glad i made that choice. i was half-hearted, and contemplated to leave. but in the end, i chose to stay. and i got through it. for that, alhamdulillah.
For every action taken, for every word spoken, lies a hidden truth.
Y5:47 AM
when a push comes to a shove
Saturday, August 29, 2009
when all your efforts are not being appreciated, when your time constraints are not being respected, when your requests are being treated very lightly - to the point that they don't even seem to care, when all they expect of you is to understand them but never vice versa, when you are being taken advantage of your silence and tolerance, when your words fall on deaf ears.it's time to pick my legs up and walk away. i guess i won't grit my teeth for two more weeks.
For every action taken, for every word spoken, lies a hidden truth.
Y5:47 AM
the missing pieces
Thursday, August 27, 2009
just for another two weeks. i'll keep gritting my teeth till then before i decide my next move. wan, mak long and mum says that i look better with tudung, though i honestly think i look weird and extra chubby. heh. mum adds that i look like a primary school kid. sheesh. wan: "kau pakai tudung sudah, fie"easier said than done. not yet i guess. i'mma cleanse myself first before i feel that i deserve the respect and responsibility of the headgear.for the first time in my entire life, i almost blacked out yesterday. i fought hard not to close my eyes and eventually managed to fight it, because if i didn't, alamat nye abg2 CD escort aku gi hospital. hahaha. scary, but an adrenaline rush of experience. heeee.
For every action taken, for every word spoken, lies a hidden truth.
Y1:19 PM
better than before
Friday, August 21, 2009
"bulan sya'ban menghapuskan dosa, bulan ramadhan mensucikan dosa"alas, the favourable month is here. happy fasting, people!
For every action taken, for every word spoken, lies a hidden truth.
Y10:12 PM
between the two
Friday, August 7, 2009
shit. now i feel like going to Miami Ad School, instead of QUT. how? get a recognized degree, or take part in a specialised program? oh man, being in a dilemma sucks.kau memang ah, fie! mentel! argh!
For every action taken, for every word spoken, lies a hidden truth.
Y2:48 PM
multi-purpose
Monday, August 3, 2009
should blogs be a reflection of one's life? or should it be an outlet, in replace of a living confidante? or is it solely for the purpose of spreading an event, an idea, a news, or an opinion?
For every action taken, for every word spoken, lies a hidden truth.
Y10:40 AM
